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Thursday, November 17, 2011

2:46 PM

I haven't posted here in a while, but that's why it's the safest place to talk about how I feel...

I hate my life. Every day this week, I've thought about killing myself. I don't know what to do. I hate my family. I hate school. I hate the people at school. I get highly irritated at the people who are my "friends". I just don't want to be here anymore.

The once chance that I saw that I could have a lot of fun and my parents couldn't stop me... my only friend that's going... can't go anymore. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't think anyone would even missed me if I were gone....

I can't even kill myself. I'm that weak. I wish I could, I really do... then my pain and suffering would end. Nothing in my life seems to be going RIGHT. I can't get good grades, I don't think I'll make it into my top colleges, my friends have been troubling me, student council people are pissing me off and I just want to die, because my parents are being fucking assholes. I just... don't want to be around anymore. I can't even talk to my own friends about this... they won't say anything about it. they can't "help" me...they can't even deal with their own problems.

Noone wants to listen to me. Noone cares about what I have to say. I'm not invisible... I'm quite the opposite. I'm the person that everyone loves to hate, because it's just so easy. I'm a bitch. I know I am. I'm straight up and blunt. But still, I am a person with feelings and shit to say...even if noone's there to listen.

I'm quitting my life.

637; forever&always

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